Talk about the future...

It seems like the older you get, the more people expect from you. They expect you to have a major. They expect you to know if you want to go to grad school or what kind of job you want. Which it is fine for people to expect you to have a plan for the future... But I've always been a little unconventional. The idea of working in an office at a 9 to 5 job makes me cringe. I've never considered myself normal, so why would I start trying to be normal later in life? Someday, I want a job that allows me to write and take pictures. I want to travel. I want to go on adventures, and meet new people. Maybe one day I'll even try my hand at love again. Which is usually something I try to avoid. There's a really good quote from Natasha in War and Peace that always pops into my mind when I think of love. "When I finally say I love you to any man and really mean it, it will be like a defeated general who's lost all his troops, surrendering and handing his sword to the enemy."... I'll probably be the same way. I don't know what the whole point of this rant is. I guess I want so much more out of life than some people do. *sigh* well, I've got to do some grocery shopping for the fam. Until next time...

Peace & Cigarettes
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