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Random thoughts...
Posted by The one and only "B"...
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12:20 AM
Sometimes I want to say things, but I just can't seem to make myself say them. My thoughts just hang out in the back of my brain and dwell there.
Tonight, I don't want to think about it...
I don't want to think about C calling me out on caring about what other people think.
I don't want to think about the petty games people play.
I don't want to think about the things I should say, or want to say, even though I know I wont.
I just want to float in my pool and hope things will work out the way I want them to...
Cause C is right, I do care what people think... But I care about what one person specifically thinks more than others. Even if I go out of my way to act like I don't. Because I'm stupid, and that's what stupid girls do. We pretend like we don't care, even though we do... More than we are willing to admit.
I'll have to admit it eventually though... Just... Not yet.
B
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Tonight, I don't want to think about it...
I don't want to think about C calling me out on caring about what other people think.
I don't want to think about the petty games people play.
I don't want to think about the things I should say, or want to say, even though I know I wont.
I just want to float in my pool and hope things will work out the way I want them to...
Cause C is right, I do care what people think... But I care about what one person specifically thinks more than others. Even if I go out of my way to act like I don't. Because I'm stupid, and that's what stupid girls do. We pretend like we don't care, even though we do... More than we are willing to admit.
I'll have to admit it eventually though... Just... Not yet.
B
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