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Colorado: The way I see it...
Posted by The one and only "B"...
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3:57 AM
Hello world...
Today was just your typical day in Colorado: lies, drama, and backstabbing bullshit. Part of the reason why I left this hell hole of a state was because I was tired of those three things I've just listed. It's amazing how I could only have two days left, and people attempt to drag me back into this shit. It's sad really, that people here have to start with the drama, and show that they can't be trusted. I still have a few exceptions to this rule, and recently one of them proved me wrong. Which is the whole reason why I'm writing this blog post.
I'm really disappointed in that person.
I thought you were my friend, someone I could trust, and you proved me wrong. Unfortunately for you, I hate being disappointed. The old me would have tried to fix things, she would have tried to placate whatever situation that had come up. Now I know better. Trying to fix things is like admitting you did something wrong, and I know that I didn't. The only mistake I made was trusting someone I thought was my friend.
What I really want to know is, what makes people do these things? What makes people start drama? Is it that you are just bored with your own life, so you have to stir the pot, and start drama with someone else? It doesn't benefit anyone, and you just end up hurting the people around you. If you really cared, if you were a true friend, you wouldn't do things like that.
This is the whole reason why I'm NOT FRIENDS WITH GIRLS. I want nothing to do with my own gender. I find most of you to be pathetic bitches, who thrive on drama, and revel in other peoples pain. Admittedly, I have exceptions to this rule as well, but once you cross me, you are done. I'm not handing out second chances anymore, because I don't want to deal with this nonsense.
Since I left Colorado, I've been free from all of this. Living in Jersey is the happiest I have been in a long time. I know that it's because of who I'm friends with. The benefit of being friends with boys is the fact that they don't start shit with each other on a weekly (in some cases daily) basis.
I choose to live my life free from drama, because I want to live a happy freaking life, damn it! When are the rest of you going to learn this already? I swear, my mom is in her 40's, and all of her female friends are drama obsessed as well.
So yeah, that's pretty much all I have to say. Thank god I go home on Sunday, because I'm just done with all of this bullshit. Moving back to Jersey was the best choice I have ever made. Maybe I should thank all those people for hurting me, stabbing me in the back, lying to me, and betraying my trust. It's because of those people that the decision to leave was so easy, and thank you for reminding me of why I left in the first place. Not that I really needed the reminder, but you've just showed me that I made the right choice.
Love from,
I hope you have a good life, because I know that I already do...
B
P.S. Fuck you... (yeah, I'm a little pissed off and bitter right now).
Today was just your typical day in Colorado: lies, drama, and backstabbing bullshit. Part of the reason why I left this hell hole of a state was because I was tired of those three things I've just listed. It's amazing how I could only have two days left, and people attempt to drag me back into this shit. It's sad really, that people here have to start with the drama, and show that they can't be trusted. I still have a few exceptions to this rule, and recently one of them proved me wrong. Which is the whole reason why I'm writing this blog post.
I'm really disappointed in that person.
I thought you were my friend, someone I could trust, and you proved me wrong. Unfortunately for you, I hate being disappointed. The old me would have tried to fix things, she would have tried to placate whatever situation that had come up. Now I know better. Trying to fix things is like admitting you did something wrong, and I know that I didn't. The only mistake I made was trusting someone I thought was my friend.
What I really want to know is, what makes people do these things? What makes people start drama? Is it that you are just bored with your own life, so you have to stir the pot, and start drama with someone else? It doesn't benefit anyone, and you just end up hurting the people around you. If you really cared, if you were a true friend, you wouldn't do things like that.
This is the whole reason why I'm NOT FRIENDS WITH GIRLS. I want nothing to do with my own gender. I find most of you to be pathetic bitches, who thrive on drama, and revel in other peoples pain. Admittedly, I have exceptions to this rule as well, but once you cross me, you are done. I'm not handing out second chances anymore, because I don't want to deal with this nonsense.
Since I left Colorado, I've been free from all of this. Living in Jersey is the happiest I have been in a long time. I know that it's because of who I'm friends with. The benefit of being friends with boys is the fact that they don't start shit with each other on a weekly (in some cases daily) basis.
I choose to live my life free from drama, because I want to live a happy freaking life, damn it! When are the rest of you going to learn this already? I swear, my mom is in her 40's, and all of her female friends are drama obsessed as well.
So yeah, that's pretty much all I have to say. Thank god I go home on Sunday, because I'm just done with all of this bullshit. Moving back to Jersey was the best choice I have ever made. Maybe I should thank all those people for hurting me, stabbing me in the back, lying to me, and betraying my trust. It's because of those people that the decision to leave was so easy, and thank you for reminding me of why I left in the first place. Not that I really needed the reminder, but you've just showed me that I made the right choice.
Love from,
I hope you have a good life, because I know that I already do...
B
P.S. Fuck you... (yeah, I'm a little pissed off and bitter right now).
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