Illusions...

Hello world...

I've been doing a lot of thinking recently, which isn't always a good thing. I tend to reflect on and/or analyze things too much. It can't be helped sometimes. Recently I've been questioning my own perspective. I doubt myself, I guess, and I've been needing another person's perspective.

I think that sometimes our own perspectives can be skewed. Sometimes we see only what we want to see, and create these illusions in our minds. Sometimes I question my own grasp on reality. That maybe I've convinced myself to believe that some thing's will change, when in reality they never will. That maybe I'm just some naive, foolish, headstrong girl holding on to something that just simply isn't there.

I know that it's better to know, than not to know, but knowing for sure... Sometimes the world disappoints us, and I'm not ready to face that disappointment yet. I'm just not as strong as I used to be.

I'm still lost in my own version of reality.

Love from,
Sometimes dreams are better than reality...
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